Mia

 

Cold stares run our mood

And the air we breathe

A little negotiator of war

A bridge to a dark world,

Playing time

Playing patience

Playing humanity

The adrenalin surges through my veins, thumping hard

Steering my body,

A digesting tantrum registered.

You? Likewise.

Your porcelain skin turns coal hot

And your ever clear eagle-grey eyes darken with hell’s rage.

You pull out the weapon, an epitome of the deciding factor of the very end

Fist -clenched, mine.

It wasn’t necessary.

We wrestle like cats on the floor,

Your grip loosening gradually on the weapon.

Or was it?

POW!

. . . . . . .

I – I . . . .

It wasn’t me!!

No!!!

I can’t look!!!

This can’t be happening…

Here you are in my arms, bleeding from the guts,

Shot. . . .

Mia!!!

. . . . It happened so fast.

. . .

It sucks here, Mia.

This hell-hole I’ve come to live in.

If only I could turn back the hands of time.

It’s a shame…

It’s a shame I cannot, try as I can, even, remember why and how it all started.

You…were all I had.

As it now stands, I shall be joining you…soon.

….Soon, where you are.

…..Soon, with you.

….Soon, Mia.

 

Worst Heartbreak Never

it was full moon.

you were nothing I had come across, ever

kneaded, as if, into the fabric of idiosyncrasy

i couldn’t think straight

caught, cornered, melted

by your webby aura and striking beauty

i pinched myself time and again

an appeal for my senses to snap back to reality

but no,

you got me trapped and wouldn’t let me go

he danced with you,

touched his lips on yours .

you had a man?

well, you looked it of course.

i take a sip of my Bloody Mary

and it slides like glue down my throat.

i never knew you,

beyond the goddess wall

i wonder why my heart is aching,

…we never spoke after all.